Thursday, September 29, 2011

It’s Late September

And I really want to go back to school.

This really belongs on the blue-sky list but I just can’t get it out of my head. I won’t let myself believe that this is something that I can’t do. Well, if I’m honest with myself, I don’t actually believe that it is something that I can do, but I keep thinking about it anyway.

It won’t happen this school year. I didn’t do too well when I tried to do more things earlier this year, which seems to pretty much prove that I don’t have the energy for it. That I have trouble now doesn’t mean I can’t improve (denial or optimism, you decide). So I want to try to get in shape for it hopefully by next year. At the very least it will be a step in my progress – forward or backward doesn’t matter, I need to keep trying different things so working on school is one more thing to try.

Or should I be looking for a pool cue?

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