Friday, July 4, 2014

IN CONGRESS. July 4, 1776.



The unanimous Declaration of the thirteen united States of America,

WHEN in the Course of human Events, it becomes necessary for one People to dissolve the Political Bands which have connected them with another, and to assume among the Powers of the Earth, the separate and equal Station to which the Laws of Nature and of Nature’s God entitle them, a decent Respect to the Opinions of Mankind requires that they should declare the causes which impel them to the Separation.

     WE hold the Truths to be self-evident, that all Men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the Pursuit of Happiness – That to secure these Rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their just Powers from the Consent of the Governed, that when any Form of Government becomes destructive of these Ends, it is the Right of the People to alter or to abolish it, and to institute new Government, laying its Foundation on such Principles, and organizing its Powers in such Form, as to them shall seem most likely to effect their Safety and Happiness.  Prudence, indeed, will dictate that Governments long established should not be changed for light and transient Causes; and accordingly all Experience hath shewn, that Mankind are more disposed to suffer, while Evils are sufferable, than to right themselves by abolishing the Forms to which they are accustomed.  But when a long Train of Abuses and Usurpations, pursuing invariably the same Object, evinces a Design to reduce them under absolute Despotism, it is their Right, it is their Duty, to throw off such Government, and to provide new Guards for their future Security.  Such has been the patient Sufferance of these Colonies; and such is now the Necessity which constrains them to alter their former Systems of Government.  The History of the present King of Great-Britain is a History of repeated Injuries and Usurpations, all having in direct Object the Establishment of an absolute Tyranny over these States.  To prove this, let Facts be submitted to a candid World.

     He has refused his Assent to Laws, the most wholesome and necessary for the public Good.

     He has forbidden his Governors to pass Laws of immediate and pressing Importance, unless suspended in their Operation till his Assent should be obtained; and when so suspended, he has utterly neglected to attend to them.

     He has refused to pass other Laws for the Accommodation of large Districts of People, unless those People would relinquish the Rights of Representation in the Legislature, a Right inestimable to them, and formidable to Tyrants only.

     He has called together Legislative Bodies at Places unusual, uncomfortable, and distant from the Depository of their public Records, for the sole Purpose of fatiguing them into Compliance with his Measures.

     He has dissolved Representative Houses repeatedly, for opposing with manly Firmness his Invasions on the Rights of the People.

     He has refused for a long Time, after such Dissolutions, to cause others to be elected; whereby the Legislative Powers, incapable of Annihilation, have returned to the People at large for their exercise; the State remaining in the mean time exposed to all the Dangers of Invasion from without, and Convulsions within.

     He has endeavoured to prevent the Population of these States; for that Purpose obstructing the Laws for Naturalization of Foreigners; refusing to pass others to encourage their Migrations hither, and raising the Conditions of new Appropriations of Lands.

     He has obstructed the Administration of Justice, by refusing his assent to Laws for establishing Judiciary Powers.

     He has made Judges dependent on his Will alone, for the Tenure of their Offices, and the Amount and Payment of their Salaries.

     He has erected a Multitude of new Offices, and sent hither Swarms of Officers to harass our People, and eat out their Substance.

     He has kept among us, in Times of Peace, Standing Armies, without the consent of our Legislatures.

     He has affected to render the military independent of and superior to the Civil Power.

     He has combined with others to subject us to a Jurisdiction foreign to our Constitution, and unacknowledged by our Laws; giving his Assent to their Acts of pretended Legislation:

     For quartering large Bodies of Armed Troops among us:

     For protecting them, by a mock Trial, from Punishment for any Murders which they should commit on the inhabitants of these States:

     For cutting off our Trade with all Parts of the World:

     For imposing Taxes on us without our Consent:

     For depriving us, in many Cases, of the Benefits of Trial by Jury:

     For transporting us beyond Seas to be tried for pretended Offences:

     For abolishing the free System of English Laws in a neighbouring Province, establishing therein an arbitrary Government, and enlarging its Boundaries, so as to render it at once an Example and fit Instrument for introducing the same absolute Rule into these Colonies:

     For taking away our Charters, abolishing our most valuable Laws, and altering fundamentally the Forms of our Governments:

     For suspending our own Legislatures, and declaring themselves invested with Power to legislate for us in all Cases whatsoever.

     He has abdicated Government here, by declaring us out of his Protection and waging War against us.

     He has plundered our Seas, ravaged our Coasts, burnt our Towns, and destroyed the Lives of our People.

     He is, at this Time, transporting large Armies of foreign Mercenaries to compleat the Works of Death, Desolation, and Tyranny, already begun with circumstances of Cruelty and Perfidy, scarcely paralleled in the most barbarous Ages, and totally unworthy of the Head of a civilized Nation.

     He has constrained our fellow Citizens taken Captive on the high Seas to bear Arms against their Country, to become the Executioners of their Friends and Brethren, or to fall themselves by their Hands.

     He has excited domestic Insurrections amongst us, and has endeavoured to bring on the Inhabitants of our Frontiers, the merciless Indian Savages, whose known Rule of Warfare, is an undistinguished Destruction, of all Ages, Sexes and Conditions.

     In every stage of these Oppressions we have Petitioned for Redress in the most humble Terms: Our repeated Petitions have been answered only by repeated Injury.  A Prince, whose Character is thus marked by every act which may define a Tyrant, is unfit to be the Ruler of a free People.

     Nor have we been wanting in Attentions to our British Brethren.  We have warned them from Time to Time of Attempts by their Legislature to extend an unwarrantable Jurisdiction over us.  We have reminded them of the Circumstances of our Emigration and Settlement here.  We have appealed to their native Justice and Magnanimity, and we have conjured them by the Ties of our common Kindred to disavow these Usurpations, which, would inevitably interrupt our Connections and Correspondence.  They too have been deaf to the Voice of Justice and of Consanguinity.  We must, therefore, acquiesce in the Necessity, which denounces our Separation, and hold them, as we hold the rest of Mankind, Enemies in War, in Peace, Friends.

     We, therefore, the Representatives of the UNITED STATES OF AMERICA, in General Congress, Assembled, appealing to the Supreme Judge of the World for the Rectitude of our Intentions, do, in the Name, and by Authority of the good People of these Colonies, solemnly Publish and Declare, That these United Colonies are, and of Right ought to be, FREE AND INDEPENDENT STATES; that they are absolved from all Allegiance to the British Crown, and that all political Connection between them and the State of Great-Britain, is and ought to be totally dissolved; and that as FREE AND INDEPENDENT STATES, they have full Power to levy War, conclude Peace, contract Alliances, establish Commerce, and to do all other Acts and Things which INDEPENDENT STATES may of right do.  And for the support of this Declaration, with a firm Reliance on the Protection of divine Providence, we mutually pledge to each other our Lives, our Fortunes, and our sacred Honor.

Monday, June 9, 2014

Do everything



That post yesterday wasn’t really about writing.

Well, it was about writing.

But it wasn’t just about writing.

It’s about everything or anything that you want to do.  If you want to be a writer or artist or plumber or the best flapjack flipper in Framingham, then write, paint/sculpt/sew/stitch/create, plumb and flip.

Well, for that last one you’d have to move to Framingham, unless you already live there, then just start flipping.

Sunday, June 8, 2014

Write the darn thing



A few days ago I saw a book described on-line.  Let’s just say that the plot was one of the least reasonable ones that I have seen in a long time.  I have to admit that my first thought was who comes up with an idea like this followed by who publishes something like this?

It is the kind of thing to evoke horror: They’ll publish that but not my book!?!?  or  Heck if they’ll publish that they’ll publish anything – maybe I should write a book.

Then I realized that this book was targeted to a very specific subset of readers.  This wasn’t meant to appeal to a broad range of readers, it was meant to draw in everyone in that select group.  I suppose that’s a way to go, obviously the publisher thought so.

Not that any of that matters.  If you can target a book and get a publisher, great; if you just have an idea, great.  But none of that is the point. 

What’s important is very simple: If you want to write, write.

Saturday, June 7, 2014

What a long, strange year it’s been



OK, it’s the beginning of June so it’s only been a little over five months so far, but it seems like the Spring just dragged on.  The weather was just too disorganized and didn’t settle into a normal or at least expected seasonal pattern.  I just couldn’t get a handle mentally on where I was in the year.  It doesn’t even really feel like June yet.

The rain and humidity were also a drag.  Last year just seemed to go so much more easily and I had more energy.  We even did some gardening.  In fact, I think that’s why I felt better.

Now, we didn’t get that much done.  The guy who does our lawn dug up a front bed that once had some shrubs in it.  They got too big for the space, got very woody and began to die off.  That was bad for the shrubbery but left a good spot for planting.  We put in some ornamental grasses and flowers and the like and it turned out pretty good.  We also did some container gardening for veggies and herbs.

I like to say that in two months we got a good weekend’s worth of work done.

Pathetic, but true.  It was, however, very therapeutic.  Getting out in the sun and fresh air and doing something constructive was really good for both of us.  We decided the money was better spent now and wouldn’t really help in retirement, so we went for it.  Somehow I was OK with that.  We also pushed ourselves physically – work 15 minutes, sit down for an hour, that sort of thing.  Still, I don’t think I’ve been that relaxed in years.  It was great.  I learned some things, too. 

Things got too hot for the leafy greens but we got a lot of excellent cherry tomatoes, those plants just wouldn’t quit.  We also had some cucumbers, green peppers, string beans and a couple handfuls of really good lima beans.  The rabbits got all of the blossoms so no zucchini, but plenty of basil and mint and dill and a few other herbs.

This year not so much.  The weather really hasn’t been cooperating.  Even if we had gotten some vegetables planted I doubt that they would have survived.  We’re still going to try though.  Some of the herbs actually survived the winter and are coming back, as are most of the flowers and plants out front.  Even some of the annuals and the strawberries came back and I was sure the snow and ice would have done them all in.

We also have three tomato plants growing.  They’re either from some tomatoes that dropped off last year’s plants or the squirrels planted them.  However it happened we have some tomatoes going – so I guess not everything would have died if we had planted it, but we didn’t have the strength to do it anyway.

We’ll just get some plants and put them in, probably next week, and see what happens.  It won’t be as much work but it should get us out of the house and into the sunlight and fresh air.  I think it will be almost as satisfying.  I want us to get that same feeling we had last year.

And we want some more of those cherry tomatoes.

Friday, June 6, 2014

Exertion and recognizing limits, in context



In case you haven’t notice I can’t leave well enough alone.  I decided after yesterday’s events that I needed to stop letting my ego get in the way of my common sense.  Of course I immediately began questioning that conclusion.

Is it really common sense to stop, or do I need to push myself more?  Then it occurred to me that I’ve been through this before.

I have a motto: I have to try.

If I don’t try I won’t know if I can do it or not.  I need to test my limits and I used to do that to the extreme, doing something and then collapsing and realizing that I had gone too far.  I would exceed my limits; the point where I should have stopped was always way before I finally did.  Eventually, through trial and error – mostly error – I learned enough to know when I was about to or had just gone too far.  Even knowing when I had just passed the limit was enough to keep me from hurting myself.  So I managed to do things and stretch myself and not do too much damage.

So why am I still hurting myself by doing things I shouldn’t be doing?  If I learned so much why am I still making mistakes and why am I questioning reasonable conclusions?

Well, I’m questioning reasonable conclusions because I’m human and I’m foolish and that’s just what I do.  That takes a lot more effort to stop, but I’m working on it and I’ll get better.

I do know why I was stupid yesterday.  It was something done in public.  I look fairly normal in public, I work really hard at it, and I want to keep it that way so the impulse towards stupid is great.  Someone asked me how long it had taken me to recover because I look – more or less – like I have.  Since I haven’t recovered my act must be good, but that’s my problem.

When I pushed myself before it was done in private or at least anonymously.  Also, when people don’t know me I’m smart enough to ask for help with the hard stuff.  Yesterday people knew who I was so this was the public persona that hides the disability.  That me hasn’t learned how to avoid dangerously breaking through the limits.  That part of me is a monumental idiot.

So you see, questioning conclusions – that I had listened to my ego and not my common sense – led me to ask the question ‘Why would I do that?’.  And the answer was that I haven’t learned to apply the lessons of my private life to my public life.  Now I know what to do.  I need to pay attention to how hard I’m pushing myself in all contexts – anonymous or not the same rules have to apply.  The next time that sort of thing comes up I can and should try, but if I can’t I need to just admit it.

As in most things, this is easier said than done, but in time and with practice I think that I can do it.

Thursday, June 5, 2014

Ego



I try to act normal – well, as normal as possible and in a physical way.  When I’m out in public I try to hide any problems that I have.

I did that in a really stupid way today.

Someone asked me for help moving a couple of boxes and of course I said I would help.  As soon as I started I knew that it was a mistake.  The boxes were too heavy.  I could move them but they were well beyond my practical limit.  I will sometimes do something and joke that my doctors would be mad at me.  This was beyond even that level of exertion.

But did I stop?  No.  I was too embarrassed to say that I couldn’t do it.

Did I hurt myself?  I sure did.

So now I’m in pain and I’m also mad at myself for being so stupid.  I didn’t want anyone to know that I couldn’t do something so I did something I shouldn’t have done.

Hopefully I didn’t hurt myself too badly and I’ll just be in pain for a week or so.  I also hope that I learned something from this.  Oddly enough this situation hasn’t come up before.  Being a hermit means I don’t encounter things like this very often, or at all.  Today was an exception and I failed the test.

Ego has no place in managing my disability and I have to make sure I don’t let it control my actions in the future.

Use me as an example of something you shouldn’t do.  Pay attention to your body and your common sense.  I’m sure I have some of that around here somewhere, I just didn’t have it with me today.

Thursday, January 2, 2014

And on the 2nd day

It occurred to me that my post from yesterday really looked like a resolution.

I didn’t intend for it to be that way; I had been thinking about traditions.  Our tradition is to spend the day with friends.  It was a brief visit this year because my wife and I were absolutely exhausted but it was fun.  We look forward to it each year even though we don’t always make it.  That was really all I was thinking, how the day has engendered traditions.

I don’t make even make resolutions.  I try to look at my life and since I do see the first day of the year as a significant, well, signifier of change, I look for ways to improve on what I did in the previous year.

OK, I make resolutions.

But I didn’t mean to make a post about how resolutions shouldn’t be restrictive let alone necessary and then go ahead and make a resolution.  It was just something that I had been thinking about that I wanted to share, that’s all.  We should take advantage of every day as best we can.  I am by far not the best at doing this, but I thought it was a good way to approach things.

Oh well, be good and have a good year.

I have to go write a sonnet now.

Wednesday, January 1, 2014

January 1, 2014



So it is the first day of a New Year, a new beginning, a time to make resolutions and to make changes in your life.

But really it’s just an arbitrary date that we’ve chosen; an artifact of a calendar that has changed over the centuries.  This day isn’t really different than any other day, though I do see this as a special day myself.  I recognize that is a personal feeling but a new year has begun.  Other people celebrate this day but I don’t know if they feel the same way that I do about it.  For some people New Year’s Eve is the big event.  That’s fine.  Everyone can celebrate in their own way, but I think it’s useful to focus on January 1st as a time of beginnings. 

If you made resolutions to change your life for the better, then good for you.  It’s good to improve yourself in whatever way you choose.  Make needed changes and work to make yourself and your life better.  But don’t fret about January 1st.  If you started today, fine, but if you miss it, don’t give up because of that, just start tomorrow.  If you make it to January 10th or March 2nd or May 4th and then your resolve falls apart don’t worry about that either.  Maybe your resolutions were too ambitious, or maybe they were unattainable or maybe you just had a bad day.  It’s good to have goals that you try to achieve but don’t let the goal be an obstacle.

So you didn’t go to the gym every day and you haven’t been eating better at every meal.  Maybe you haven’t been a nicer person to everyone and you haven’t been able to write a sonnet every day.  So what?  Maybe you just need to revise your goals or maybe you just need a day off.  I have the feeling that a lot of people give up on their resolutions once they have a single misstep.  I’ve done that.  It’s human nature, and it’s hard to overcome.  Still, I think it’s worth trying to get over it.  If you don’t start right away or you can’t quite keep up with what you wanted to do don’t give up completely.

It’s a new year, a chance to see things in a new light and to start thinking in a new way.  Of course things don’t really change just because it’s January 1st.  The rest of your life hasn’t reset itself just because the calendar rolled around to a new year.  Work keeps on going, or the look for work keeps on, and the demands of life are still there – maybe it’s all even a little more pressing because you took some time off for the holidays.  Fine, do what you have to do to keep life going and your world in order.  I hope things run as smoothly as possible for everyone.

But do think about it being a new year.  It’s New Years Day.  Celebrate, relax, enjoy.  And tomorrow go about your business, but maybe look at things a little differently.  Sure, it’s going to be January 2nd and it will be Thursday and just another ordinary day.  Try to make that day a good day.  No, I’m not trying to spout platitudes about making the world what you want it to be, I don’t know anyone with that kind of control over the world and if you can do that give me a call.  If you’re that powerful you’ll know my number.

What I am suggesting is that if you have that feeling of newness and potential that can come with New Year’s Day don’t leave it behind.  Keep that thought with you as the year progresses.  I intend to try.  Maybe the chance to start something new comes along in three weeks.  I want to keep looking.

Every day is a new day with its own potential and that’s a good thing.