Actually it’s more like it needs a tune-up, and rings, and an air filter, and a radiator, and maybe a new transmission and a new suspension.
So I’m doing this realigning thing and trying to be active and not avoid things and still not realizing that I am just a bit delusional about this whole thing.
I did a little bit more, trying to get into new situations and do more things and along the way I didn’t pay enough attention to what I was doing with the rest of my time and energy.
As my wife pointed out I don’t sleep. I wake up anywhere from 6 to 12 times a night. I don’t get enough hours or enough rest. And my recovery time from exertion is not any better than it was.
Which is why it shouldn’t surprise me that when I did a few things more than maybe I should have I got sick. Yep, I’m sick again. Sick in June and now sick in August.
So time for more considering things and working out some more details on how to take things in moderation. And as my wife says give myself time to recover. I imagine that this is just a way to force me to lay low for a while. One cancelled doctor appointment – that I could have really used – so far. Mostly kept quiet today and I’ll try for the same tomorrow.
When my head clears, rather, when my mind clears, after this cold, I will examine how best to proceed. Until then, rest. And one of these days I’ll post some actual details about what I am doing.
Well, at least I got to experience an earthquake, and maybe now (another) hurricane.
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